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| well, lets see.. i was real depressed about buddy so my roomate got me a puppy. i named her rizo from a hebrew word, Makarizo that means fortunate, blessed, happy. She makes me happy and she is fortunate to be alive bc someone put her in a trash can when she was two weeks old in drew! cruel!
and, I only have 2 more questions for my mission application, which is so so so long! then in june i go to miami, fl to orientation. So i'm movin on with a new part of my life after the lord has rid my heart of all my personal demons and pulled me from the depth of the ocean. congrats to the graduates, it is just now the begining!
Rascal Flatts - I'm Moving On Lyrics
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too
long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
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| I want BUDDY!!!!!!!!!! :.( | | |
| My dog buddy, my best friend, my son, died saturday. I wasn't even with him. I was in atlanta when mrs. mel called me and said he was sick. they took him to the vet and dr. marble did a bunch of test and while waiting on test she revived him 3 times. then he died right before she got test back. He died from anti-freeze. We don't have any of that around the house, someone killed him! I'm so lost without him. I don't want to wake up cause he's not there licking me in the face telling me to let him out to potty, i hate going home now cause he's not there to get all excited licking me, chasing me, and no more playing soccer together in back yard like we did everyday when i got home.
I had to go pick up his body this morning, and I took him to my mom's to bury him. Hardest thing I've ever done. He loved it at my mom's, we would pull up and he'd get all excited and couldn't wait to jump out of the car. He'd run laps for 30 mins straight in the back yard.  I loved him and i miss him.
Artist/Band: Rascal Flatts
Lyrics for Song: What Hurts The Most
Lyrics for Album: Me & My Gang
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
I miss you Buddy! | | |
| This is my nephew born APRIL 19th. 8lbs 15 ozs, 22 inches long
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| well, last night i realized that i have to take the step as peter once did when walking on water. I have to get out of the boat and God will determine if i walk or swim. You see, I know it's almost time for me to leave this place. My heart is missions yet I don't know where or when i'm to go! I just know that as God told Abraham He has now told me to GO! I have had a few break downs, but i'm so in Love with Jesus that I will do anything for Him even if it means missing my nephew grow up, my friends get married, or even if i'm overseas in the mission field and a loved one dies. But it is all worth it to further the kingdom of heaven. so i just wanted to share that with all of the 1 or 2 people who read this and respond. anyway, serve the Lord with everything you do, every breath you breath, and every word you speak.
in His hands! | | |
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